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I get so upset at my hubby sometimes. I am in school 40 hours a week. I work 30 hours a week. I maintain the house to the best of my ability. I cook, clean, do the laundry and get the kids ready in the morning. I do the grocery shopping. I dont ask for anything in return. He works his 40 hours and comes home and watches tv.......when I sit down to watch tv with him its HIS shows. I dont complain. I ask him to work out with me.....no he has to go to his friend's house to work out with him.....fine whatever. The straw that broke the camel's back.......there is a UFC fight coming to town tomorrow night. His friend, the one he is working out with, got tickets for Christmas to go to the fight and invited Rex. Do I have a problem with that...normally no, BUT I work every Saturday for 12 hours.......he expected ME to find a babysitter for him so he could go out while I am at work.....oh yeah and did I mention WE havent been out as a couple for months.......I refused to find him a sitter, what is wrong with him picking up the phone to find someone to watch the kids. He even wanted me to take off work for him.....Um no........I feel like I am getting the short end of the stick.....he has all the time in the world for his friends and brothers but me, eh I get what is left over.......ARGH!!!!!!! I love him but he infuriates me so bad sometimes